October 31st, 2012
For a gas I thought I?d download the New Full Tilt. I just wanted to see what they did with my account. $0.00 in it. Hope everyone enjoys getting their money back. Anyone heard one thing, one, from the Justice Department? 3 months?3 years. We?ll see.
I did my records today to finish up the month. I worked fifteen days. My head?It wasn?t what I was expecting.
I think back to my Maltese balcony. Malta came up in a discussion with the Korean student today. I ran my mouth for so long I had to just assign him homework and comp him the lesson.
Stomach looking pregnant. Month old hash and tobacco. Heat.
My fiance has to sing the Ave Maria as Death tomorrow night for a performance. Female death. She showed me her shawl and dress. It?s properly languishing.
It?s criticism. Speculation. I never thought I?d be this tense when things were going so well. I didn?t expect to get my name blasted on the news either. I never expected to have a year?s work seized, and then to be asked to pay taxes on it. I didn?t expect to have to pay taxes on what makes me a felon in my home state. All I do is play a card game. I do nothing, contribute nothing, now treat me like a pauper and ignore me.
This is the withdrawal. This is the symptom. This is the sigh.
I got out of my house and was healthy. I had a home to live in, secure money, and I was 18. But it wasn?t enough. I had to have more. I wanted it. I chased after everything under the sun. I did it only so the ulcers in the carvings, crevices, and cavities could teach me it was nothing. I feltthe lesson every time I tongued the lacerations at the top of my mouth, and closed my sunburned eyelids.
The view of the Mediterranean through smoke.
4?The rabble with them began to crave other food,?and again the Israelites started wailingand said, ?If only we had meat to eat!?5?We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost?also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic.?6?But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!?
7?The manna was like coriander seed?and looked like resin.?8?The people went around gathering it,?and then ground it in a hand mill or crushed it in a mortar. They cooked it in a pot or made it into loaves. And it tasted like something made with olive oil.?9?When the dew?settled on the camp at night, the manna also came down.
10?Moses heard the people of every family wailing?at the entrance to their tents. The?Lordbecame exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled.?11?He asked the?Lord, ?Why have you brought this trouble?on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me??12?Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth? Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms, as a nurse carries an infant,?to the land you promised on oath?to their ancestors??13?Where can I get meat for all these people??They keep wailing to me, ?Give us meat to eat!??14?I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me.?15?If this is how you are going to treat me, please go ahead and kill me?if I have found favor in your eyes?and do not let me face my own ruin.?
16?The?Lord?said to Moses: ?Bring me seventy of Israel?s elders?who are known to you as leaders and officials among the people.?Have them come to the tent of meeting,?that they may stand there with you.?17?I will come down and speak with you?there, and I will take some of the power of the Spirit that is on you and put it on them.?They will share the burden of the people with you so that you will not have to carry it alone.
18??Tell the people: ?Consecrate yourselves?in preparation for tomorrow, when you will eat meat. The?Lord?heard you when you wailed,??If only we had meat to eat! We were better off in Egypt!??Now the?Lord?will give you meat,?and you will eat it.?19?You will not eat it for just one day, or two days, or five, ten or twenty days,?20?but for a whole month?until it comes out of your nostrils and you loathe it?because you have rejected the?Lord,?who is among you, and have wailed before him, saying, ?Why did we ever leave Egypt????
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The last words of Jack Daniel, the founder of Jack Daniel?s Tennessee whiskey distillery, were ?One last drink, Please?
Korea, Canada, Peru, and French Canada?ty for the lessons today. I?m enjoying handing out homework and actually having my kids bring it back with a ton of great questions. The lessons are so informative for them this way, and sometimes even for me.
If you want to learn a piece on the piano you do not play other songs you know. If there is a part of the song you can?t master you don?t play the whole song and screw up at your troubling point again. You play the same part over and over again, till you get it. It?s the same way with poker. You just hammer a concept until you get it.
Watched the new Dexter No spoilers, don?t worry. I think the show has been too commercial for a while now, and hilariously written, but this new season has a lot of intertwining plots that I like. Really digging it.
Haven?t even gotten a moment to see my new big screen. Did get to call Ron though today.
Woke up and read the Bible for an hour. Felt calm.
I found out there?s an American Football league here. Average weight is 190. I?m 191. I?m down. Wrote them an email. Would love to smell the grass and hit some people again.
I just miss football practices and playing with a team. It?s like the military. It?s helped me a ton in real life. Just teaching discipline and whatnot.
If I have to export this Camtasia video one more time?
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